The change

Its been a long time, i have been working and working like hell. Putting all my energy to it. My work has given me inner sense of satisfaction no matter  much i have earned. Few months back i bought  a new camera and i was able to watch everything as whole new world. The desire to capture every moment i enjoy. i love sharing it.

And yes it has been a special month for me, a new light and new energy. Hope everything works fine. My be its time to built and look at the brighter and better future.

Lost In The Sea

A boy starts a journey across the sea of life in a small boat he built with his dreams. Small boat, made with all the knowledge, culture and social behavior. The boat made up of the teachings from his grandparents and parents. In his journey he met several monsters and people with ill thoughts. The sea was rude and bad, against all the knowledge he had.

He fought with some and lost with few, he discovered the truths he never knew.

He tried to settle his boat with the harsh sea, but all present there was a huge salt stream.

He passed the bergs and high wind, try to find his destination he was all blind.

He looked at the boat, it was all torn. He was losing everything that belonged.

The day came when the sea stood still, there was no wind and neither was the will.

He waited for days for wind to blow, but suddenly its started to snow.

The flakes that touched his body, melt. The senses alerted him about what he felt.

Far in the ocean he saw a beauty, shining like the lights from the Christmas tree.

He moved his boat forward with his hands, just to see that fairy who stands.

In front of him with a gorgeous smile, she led him through the mountain sides.

She held her hand and took him to the land. The land of green with fruits ans tweets.

He was in a paradise he could not believe, where lived the angels with peoples in-between.

He asked the fairy about the place it was, she whispered its a place he deserve.

He enjoyed every moment he lived, looking at the flowers with eyes open like a lid.

That was time he felt assured that this was the destination he looked for.

Suddenly he heard a huge band at the sea it was the pirates, he could not believe.

Suddenly he woke up from his dream, realized it was all the myth from the mental feed.

He tried to pinch himself twice, it was a dream he could not forget.

Steve Jobs, Steve Wozniak, and Me

Yesterday.. 6th Oct 2011, the day when world lost a genius ‘Steve Jobs’. I was shocked. I never use any of his products.. none of them. But there seemed a connection. I was sad very sad. Changed my facebook image to one of Late Steve Jobs to tribute him.

The whole day was so emotional and later someone shared an interview video of Steve Wozniak about his friend Steve.

It made me wept.. and thought for long time. I felt the pain Steve Wozniak was going through. What is a value of a true friend lost.

This made me run through memories of my life. All my friends are away.. working or have left me or I did just because of few misunderstandings..
I have been working as a full time freelancer for a few months now and i miss the moments i had spent in my school days. And yes i also miss a good working business partner just to stand by for support.

May god bless all of us with friends like “STEVE JOBS”…

Rest In Peace, Sir Steve Jobs

The Value You Don’t Understand

This is my first ever post to my fist ever non-tech blog.
Life shows you different colors taking you through different paths and ways. Sometimes you are happy and then you are sad. Sometimes you have to be happy even if u are sad.
There is times when someone does not understand the value of your presence. The people you trust most are the ones who turn there back when needed and you could only sit and adapt the environment. But that does not mean that the good time would never come back. It will, all you need to have is patience. Whatever in this world happens happens for a reason. So sit back and drive your car through this life. And yes once you get some to walk with… its gets awesome.

The journey to home.

Its my daily schedule to get up at 4:50am and then get ready for office. Catch the bust and travel 3 cities away to the office in New Delhi. Yesterday, i got out late from work then headed to the bus stand to catch the bus back home. when i reached the us station could not not believe my eyes. It was huge crowd and less of the busses. boys were on the roof, traveling back home for the festival of Rakshbandhab. Finally i got the bus. As we traveled our way to home through the bumpy road, suddenly the front wind shield broke up. and it was all windy. felt as if i’m on my bike. weather was good. Since it rained few minutes back. I closed my eyes and felt the air and the wind engulfing by body. It was almost like a huge hug from nature. it was nice.
Finally reached home at 12am after 5 hour long journey that was supposed to be of 2.5 hrs.

Life Without you

The promises turn black, the sunshine is gone and all the colors turn ‘black and white’.
when you were there i was in the fantasy sphere,

You made me laugh and wonder about the time we spent,

from you i learned different trends,

Through this i would like to let you know, the day i met you was the awesome blow.
You were the sunshine i was the snail. living under the shadows of life’s trail.

You gave me the power to rise up, from you i learned how to fight up.

you were the source of my energy, that drove me high.
Its was all so good, those rains and the driving through the woods.

Those falling leaves and the and the shining stars, felt like that i was the god.
But now its all empty since you are gone. The sphere is all torn.

I wished we would have survived the sea, there were still more shadows and sorrows to be.
you help my hand in the last moment of my life. When i lost you there was nothing i had.
Now the things are more worse, i see all hatred and blind people around.
none of which seem to care about, the world for me is a cruel place.
where i could not weep and could not say.
The colors that lighted my life, are dried in the shadows of the dark time.
The time has given me no chance to survive.
It was just you who made my life.

<3

Don’t visit my dreams

Bright sunshine on a winter noon, i could not not see you but i knew that it was you..  it was all blurry around. I held you hand  i  could see you pink dress and shoes. You looked like an angel visiting me.

THUD!! THUD !! TIme to wake up Son.

i woke up with a trauma. that dream keep revolving into my mind all day long. The worst part? I knew who she was and cannot let her know  about it.
Send her nice ‘Good morning ’ text and get on your work as usual.

While i am writing, mind is still wandering around.

May god be with you, no matter how far we are, i want you to be always happy.